When will it end?

I had to write this one in blue because frankly, that's how I'm feeling right now. Have you ever had any one say, "What can possibly happen next?" Well, I think that is a bad question because if you could possibly know the future you would run and hide in your bed cover up your head and stay there until you died.

I have a dear friend and I told him that there must be light at the end of the tunnel and he said, you know what that light is? It's the on coming train. Well he did get a chuckle out of me and I think I have been hit by that train one too many times since the beginning of 2005. Enough already!!

Today that same friend came into my office to see how I was doing because in my day job I have a lot of responsibilites and people count on me to do my job. Later, he came in and was looking through a chart and said "There must be a pony in here somewhere" well knowing that particular story I just cracked up laughing because I keep hoping to find that pony myself. With all the rotten things that have transpired in my life over the last 4 years, there definitely has to be the most incredibly geogeous horse of my dreams in this pile of crap some where. Perferrably and beautiful black and white painted Freesian. What a thought and what sight. This is my dream horse, riding bareback and running free, on a horse is where I want to be.
His name is Valor and I found him on a website. I wish I could buy him.